itulah TIGGER. my new bestfriend.
always have been.
accompanying me throughout my lonely and boring days at home. lols.
kay random!
im bored ok.
2nd day of puase.
so far so good. no one make me angry yet.
my Mum blew her top when i told her i forgot how to pray.
sheesh. maaf!
taubat la fizy eh.
so i started reading "mari belaja sembahyang" book again.
slowly, da ingat balik da.
read a bit only, zoom all come back.
alhmadulillah.
bulan ramadhan ni, got the urge to pray la kan.
but cannot do terawih, tak leh angs oi.
do normal 5prayers only i want to pengsan.
im not in a good state of health la ok.
hope, i can keep this up la. continue to pray.
"walaupun hidup seribu tahun, kalau tak sembahyang apa gunanya"
learn my lessons la ok.
insyallah, i will continue to pray. amin.
alcohol2 ni semue da tak boleh pegang lagi. taubat aaah!
Mummy i kate, kene take it slow.
takmu nak yeye change at one go, cause endup will turn bad again.
so first step, mula sembahyang balik.
tapi Mummy i ni kan, contradicting betol.
da encourage, tapi endup kate, if im all well and enjoying life again, i will start my bad habits again, sembahyang pun lupe. tak baik Mummy i ckap gitu.
haha.
insyallah, will try my very best. jiayo fizy!

i know im very random right now. im just super bored. with nothing to do. got TV also, nothing interesting to watch. im on the comp but nothing to do. takde ke orang nak layan aku.
cobaan bulan ramadhan btol ar.
k takpe, da nak kul 2pm, sembahyang pun cantik. then online. k bye!