im not in a good mood today, so i shall not blabber much.
after breakfast and medication. afternoon was checkup. it was at 3pm but me and Mummy arrived earlier, and get to meet the doctor earlier.
to hear that im gonna be under long-term medication dont make me feel good.
my mind's all messed up.
whatever. meetup with doctor done.
Abah dropped by and we had lunch at Eastpoint's Banquet.
i swear i felt like throwing up whatever i ate.
i wasnt hungry at all. but i had to eat.
so after lunch, trained to Pasir Ris. returned library books and Mummy gets her stuff and bussed home.
i wasnt feeling good in the bus.
headed home and browse the net.
then i lie down on the bed crying to myself.
and the person who should be making me smile, broke my heart with his text.
again, i have to go through everything alone.
fine.
there's nothing i can say.
i cannot force someone to be with me.
strong or not, i'll deal everything myself.
cause i fall now, and im gonna pick myself up later.
ive been having migraine these days.
and my body is really weak.
anytime now, my body will just shut off.
whatever then.
im done here goodbye.