do you think ive lost weight?
some people think i did.
i think so too la.
my face look small suddenly.
where have my chubby cheeks gone to? oh no. must eat more. but enver seem to get to the face, it gets to the tummy. jadinye boncit. tak best arr!
nevermind.
yesterday was Friday. another stupid random day.
Favian always make me smile with random calls and smses.
and he ordered online for a new lappy charger for me.
but delivery takes around 10days. stupid HP!
NEVERMIND! at least now im happy, cause i know im gonna get a charger real soon. tepok tangan semuaa!
Sister called then she said she'll be coming with Izharul.
so she did around 7pm.
laughed, played with the boy. and i love it. but he really tires me out.
and make me feel so pressurised.
i broke down at night, felt so depressed.
i dont know why.
Sister left for home around 11pm while Izharul slept over.
poor boy, he was feeling unwell.
i couldnt get to sleep.
so i watched TV till around 1am.
mummy nagged at me to get to sleep.
so i entered the room, lie down on the bed. and stoning.
i practically stared at the ceiling, played games in my hp.
and looked at Izharul.
i managed to close my eyes around 2am or so.
but sadly i didnt sleep, it's just closing of eyes. till 5plus.
Favian didnt reply my smses. i was so pissed.
but cant blame him, he might be outside or already snoring away at home.
around 5plus i went to sleep.
and Izharul woke up around 8am and woke me up. seriously pissed.
i couldnt get my sleep.
hais.
so lazily i woke up and entertain the boy.
breakfast and all.
then at 1130am was his nap time, so i put him to sleep and i ended up sleeping too.
and we both woke up around 1.30pm.
played with him.
and Sister called to fetch him.
so bye bye to him.

now its 3.46pm and still no sms from Favian. sakit hati btol.
takpe.
parents and lil brother are sleeping.
and here i am blogging.
i think i shall go eat now.
well, bye!