today is my birthday, and im celebrating with family.
no cake, but the presence matters.
in the morning, spent quality time at home. and i felt like 7years old again.
cause my parents , me and my little brother crashed on my parents' bed, laughed talked and what not.
big teddy bear hug from Abah and a kiss on the forehead made me feel like a small girl again.
its been such a long time Abah gave me a hug.
and it really puts a smile on my face.
i felt so 7 years old again.
i do not have a father's love once Papa passed away. but thank ALLAH for giving me Abah now, and i felt so so happy. cause he love me and treat me like his little princess though im big and am a teenager now. aww (:
the favourite boy, look up there already made my day by being able to be with me.
i decided not to wear the dress bought, cause it looks weird. seriously! hahas.

so once Izharul arrived, we got ready and bussed to Tampines.
purpose was to get me a birthday present. sayang Abah.
so Tampines Mall got nothing i wanted. so boringg.
i wanted to shop for clothes, but not with Abah. he will comment on my clothings. i tak sukee. cerewet la he. old guy maaah!
courts, and Abah planned to get a LCD tv soon. my TV da burok ok, da 10years i think. so tak jambu! ahhas.
walked to Century Square.
stopped at the NTUC sale at the ground floor and bought OREO softcakes. hehes.
then we headed Mondo.
saw the shoe ive been wanting. that ♥ was suppose to get for me, but since ♥ didnt cause we argued and wasnt able to go out shopping.
i made Abah buy it for me.
it's on sale. so why not. a simple show. and Abah said i look like a primary school girl. tak baik!
it's flats anyways.
then we walked.
Izharul bullied me and made me carry him most of the time. perutt sakit siaals!
then i enterd Ice Lemon Tea while carrying him, and the auntie saleswoman said this to me,
"your son very handsome, you how old?"
so i answered.
"he's my nephew la, im only 18"
then she laughed and said, "no wonder la. you so young how come got son so big"
i smiled, and walked out the shop.
chibaii.
i dont know how many times ive been asked.
why does most aunties said that Izharul is my son.
i look so old meh! chibai.
Mummy said, not because i old. but it's very common to see young people with kids and what's more Izharul so so close to me. haiyakk!

then we walked around, and Mummy got herself a pair of shoes too.
kpo, like her birthday like that. hahas.
then we walked and walked. and ended up at Tampines1.
slacked there. laughed.
then we trained to Kembangan.
walked to Kampong Chai Chee, and had dinner. my tummy was bloated.
i was super happy.
and super full!
cabbed home. and Izharul headed to sleep.
im blogging now, and sleeping soon.
Tomorrow is birthday celebration again, this time with Sister & Hubby, the two nephews and little brother.
watching the Bubble Show at Dmarquee, and prolly lunch/dinner after that.
haiyaa. eat some more. im fat enough ok.
wonder what Sister get for me. huhu.

and oh, ive learnt something today. which made me be positive.
"He's no more ordinary. He's a *insert word which i dont want to mention* now. Live with it. Cause if you trust him, at the end of the day he will still love you and come back to you"

relationship is about trust. never bothered bout the distance.
i trust him. and i love him.
even if he's so weird right now.
hell.
his status change and character change, but still, deep inside him, he's still the same guy i fell in love with 2years back. the same idiotic chinse boy i love. but this time, with a stronger matured love.
i believe i can go through this.
time will tell.
im always here, hoping for the best and praying for his safety.
at the end of the day, he's still mine.
im positive minded now.
andlet's hope i stay this way.
ive got life. live it. no dwell on unhappiness.

i love every great friends who tried to cheer me up.

and oh, what a long post. wait for more tomorrow.
BYE!