today is a great day afterall. thankful enough.
♥ was quiet last night, cause he was asleep throughout and woke up at around 8.30am today. but when he was awake, i was asleep.
but his sms woke me up, so we texted awhile, and then called and had a short argument.
yes, foolish me to be asking him foolish questions.
dont worry ♥, i still trust you.
i returned back to sleep. so did ♥.
so then i woke up at almost 12pm.
helped Abah typed out his resume, and then i showered. ate and slacked.
i wanted to meet ♥ but he's asleep and what more, it was pouring heavily.
so i dropped the idea.
so watched tv, and ♥ called me and shouting, telling me that he's awake. around 2pm.
was pissed, cause he just seem to love shouting at me.
then i started texting with Nisah, to vent my anger of ♥ shouting at me. hahas.
then suddenly around 2.45pm, he called, shouting at me , asking me what i was doing and all, and asked me whether i was free.
and suddenly, "gi siap now, jumpe pat rumah i, rumah i takde orang"
was pissed la. suddenly only siaa.
and i was like happily watching tv.
checked the weather, and the rain already stopped.
so i changed and all and cabbed to his place.
no makeup, and my hair was in a mess.
just because he kept calling me, "u buat pe? cepat la"
wthell!

so arrived his place.
a big smile on my face.
finally time alone just the both of us. and im happy.
kinda pissed cause he looked me up just because he was bored since his brothers were asleep, but rather glad that even so, he remembered to call me and willing to meet him since he's free. was mixed feeling actually.
was so scared we will argue. but thank god we didnt.
we talked, laughed and what not.
and then i started my usual questioning. i asked alot. and began,
"u kalau nak interrogate i, u gi balik, lepas tu call i kay"-♥
"alah, i kalau call u pun, u tk kan layan i nye, ni i da kat depan muke u, u takda choice, nak kene layankan i and jawab semue"-ME
i know i like carik pasal like that.
but then he answered,
"ah ye la, cepat la tanye, i layan ni"-♥
and then laughters.
and then he sindir me saying that i said i miss him and all, but when we met, i dont even look at him.
and then i sindir him back, saying that when he's bored and got nothing to do, then he look for me, and he talks to me without looking at my face.
i talked in a laughable manner, so we didnt argue la.
we just ended up laughing.
but there's a part when he said, "ah, lepas ni mesti gado la"
cause i was making my fucked up face.
and then we laughed.
it's nice to be in his arms, after 2weeks of not meeting.
whether or not he's true to me, but at least for now, i know he loves me.

so we ate, watched tv, laughed.
and he accidentally bite me. geraam!
but we laughed.
then was time for me to go off fetch my lil brother and time for him to report for his urine check.
so i pyscho-ed him to accompany back to Pasir Ris.
cause he asked whether i have $1 cause he wanted to bussed to 419.
but i ended up saying, if he accompany me then i give $1.
and how cute, he actually listened to me.
so we cabbed to Pasir Ris.
and headed 7Eleven.
we both topped up our Ezlink. and i bought bread.
then he accompanied me till my lil brother was out from school.
and he sent me to the voideck, sweet kan. finally!
last kiss and hug for the day. and he promised he'll meet me tomorrow.
awww! and let's hope he wont paitao. he's so confident he wont paitao. we shall see. hmm.

so home i was, and texting him.
and now he's at Bedok Hq for his reporting and waiting for his sms after he's done.
im super happy today.
and i thank ♥ for that.
im glad things are getting better for now.
and let's hope it stay this way.
im trying my best not to be angry with him often, and i can see he's trying his best to find time for me.

thank you Eqa & Nisah for the great advices you both have given me.
i sayang korang. we shall meet up soon ok.
im done here for now.
let's pray for good news tomorrow.
(: