things between me and ♥ is ok so far.
i know i can be very harsh on my words.
but pardon me for the temperamental behaviour.
i get fucked aup and pissed off very easily these days.
nevertheless, i will always try to calm myself down.
and and i will still love ♥ like how i always did.

Monday. school was a bore.
everyone was like so downn.
nothing much to talk about,
school ended and the argument happened with ♥.

Tuesday was school again.
i only came for AFD and BEV, and skipped OFA and LLA. cause i was super tired.
i felt very very tired actually.
so was home early, changed, ate and had a nap.
then ♥ texted to get ready and went to meet him.
met him at blk 181, met him, Degiil and Bro Iqsan.
then we cycled to ♥'s blk.
♥ leave his things at home, and we cycled to 419.
then one by one came.
slacked and nothing much.
had dinner.
and then had a walk with ♥, found a voideck for us to sit.
and then we had a talk.
i dont know whats up with me, but even though ♥ was pissed, pressured and tensed, i didnt even raise my voice, but just talk softly.
weird. maybe im just too tiredto argue. im not feeling well anyways.
so after the talk, he sent me to the bus stop.
a long hug and kiss.
and it was goodbye.

so bussed home, ate again. hungry.
then lappy all the way while texting with ♥ and off to bed.
so here i am all ready for school, so i decided to blog for awhile.
there's CMS exam later on at 9am. and im not prepared for it, cause it's an interview.
im so dead.
classmates said, we have to talk WORLD and answer the questions like we MAHA GOOD like that, to convince them to want us cause the interview is like job interview, cca interview, leadership interview and yada yada.
i hope i get the cca one. it sounds easy. lols.
school till 4 or 5 today. revision for BEV.
so not meeting ♥, gonna sit home today and rest and do some studying.
Friday is BEV exam, im so dead. cause im not prepared.
oh wells, try my best then.

ok, ive got to get my ass to school now.
bye bye (: