ive been random bloghopping.
no im not gonna mention names, cause i dont remember.
so sesape, takmu terase.
i wonder how easy for some girls to forget about the guy they love and go ahead with a new one.
well, what i meant was, for a few months they head over heels over guy A, talked so much about guy A, then argued, broke off but still loving, writing all emoshits about guy A, but in a few months time, they're head over heels with guy B pulaak. then start saying all thos ridiculous, i love you. till death do us apart. i cannot imagine life without you. and the cycle repeats. ridiculous much.
sometimes i wonder, have the word LOVE been misused? i guess so huh.
whatever then.
formspring has been shit. i wonder why people bothered to ask me ridiculous question.
my body is mine, my boyfriend is mine. so why you bother so much.
ive not been disturbing people, nor mixing around much. i wonder why i have haters.
why hate me, when you dont know me.
why hate me, but dont dare to admit it.
tell me straight if you do, i dont mind.

ive been learning to smile everyday. putting all unhappiness aside.
still do text ♥ and always hoping he will reply.
i shall understand how busy he is.
but i will never fail to let him know, that i love him every day.
i know he dont like me being unhappy. and so i shall not.
i know he wants me happy.
so i shall be happy. at least he wont worry, and do his stuffs in a peaceful mind.
so instead of texting him ridiculous stuff to piss him off, i'd rather text him how much i love him, at least he knows im fine, and no matter what, he still have me.
until he tells me, or i see with my own eyes that he's cheating on me, or he doesnt love me anymore, till then i will still love him, and he shall know that.
nevertheless, my Mum always say, lelaki boleh kahwin empat, antare kite perempuan nak terime ke tidak.
if they can married 4 right, so who am i to get hurt if the guy i love ever flirt or cheat on me. cause if he comes back, it meant he still know im number one.
still, i know he wont cheat on me.

i love FAVIAN HARITH GOH, eversince 16april2008 till now. and it will never change.
and it's proven, no matter how far we ran away from each other, like a magnet we get attracted back.
i just hope this positive thinking of mine will last, and not get disappointed at the end of the day.
forever it shall be, FZFV16 (: