bile aku api, dia air. sekarang aku air dia pula nak jadi api.

things between me and ♥ aint getting any better, in fact it somehow gotten worst.
sometimes we gotta mind what we say, LESSON LEARNT bodoh fizy.
yes, i admit my flaws.
maybe getting used to something is not a good thing.
kan volcano da meletop, sape susah, AKU jugak.
ok fine, you guys dont get it. i bet EQA do.
yesterday's conversation with ♥ left me thinking and feeling utterly confused.
so i called EQA, thank you la ok!
so we talked. sekarang EQA da jadi my love doctor tau.
suddenly she so good in giving me advices.
it's always have been me giving her advices.
SAIRI, lu baik ahh. hahas.
a short chat with GF really put a smile on my face, sorry SAIRI i had to pinjam EQA for awhile. lols.
dearest gf, thank you so much. sayang kau ok.
and to NISAH AND NADH, thanks ok, for calling me, and Nisah, thanks for texting me yerr. sayang jugak korang ngan aku. chey chey chey!
sayang korang lah!.

so now, im wide awake.
im waiting for ♥ to text or call me.
cause he said to me last night, "bebual besok"
so i take it that he will call or text me.
i dont know whether i'll get to meet him.
my girls want me to head to Scape to join them for Flashmob.
but i dont know.
i want time off today. i dont want to be at home.
i want to be outside.
though im broke, $13 in wallet, not that bad right.
thank GOD, Abah topup my ezlink already.
hais. i dont know about today's plan.
by tonight, nothing from ♥, i'll suppose i meet my girls.

well, im trying my best to be positive today.
2more days to legal 18th.
first celebration cockup already.
let's just hope 19th itself will be a good day.
oh wells.
i'll blog if there's a need to.
take care people. much loves (: