you know how frustrating it is that things are great today and the next day things sucks.
you know how it feels when you want the happiness to last, but it just couldnt.

i had the time of my life last night.
i managed to meet ♥ last night.
met him at Tangs.
and then we walked to FarEast.
we laughed, hugged and all. everything was nice.
it really puts a smile on my face.
we had dinner at KFC, then off to buy me XXL Chicken.
then we walked around.
ION, WISMA, TAKA and whatever else.
towning i shall say.
then we had to rush to Tamp cause he need to meet his friends.
so we trained.
disappointment number one, he was looking at a MALAY girl, who happens to have big boobs. fuck shit. yes, it's natural guy's reaction. but he never cares, but last night he just did it. shocked i was, fuming i was.
i closed one eye. and had fun with him and friends for the rest of the night.
then we bussed home.
managed to talk for 10mins on the phone , and we went to sleep.

today he's hitting Sentosa.
he only updated me that he was on his way to Sentosa, then my hp went silent all the way.
then miss calls from him, called him back but no answers.
frustrated. cause he didnt text me at all.
suddenly he called, to ask me a question and giving me his stupid excuses of not answering my calls or texting me. and then it was just a BYE.
hung up. and silence again.
heartbreaking.
in malay i shall say, DENGAN KAWAN LUPE DUNIE.
after so long of him not doing this shit, he did it.
disappointed i was. cause the saying a LEOPARD WOULD NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOTS, is true now.
stupid i was to think he will change.
but no matter how he change, someday, some event, somehow, he will go back to his old self.
suddenly he texted me his on his way home, and them i fumed and replied him sarcasticly saying that now then he remembers i existed.
and he couldnt care less, and no replies.

till now.
my heart's shattered.
and i feel dumb cause im crying as im so so angry.
fuck emotions.
he made me happy yesterday and break me apart today.
WELL DONE huh?
im not in my greatest mood today.
sorry for this down mood post.
done bye!