there's no dance yesterday.
i wanted so much to have it, but think twice. i shall not.
i want so much to dance.
i want so much to want things to be in my way.
but sad as it sounds, i wanna stop dancing.
i always smile when i dance, im happy when im dancing.
but look at what has happened.
im not happy.
i hate not being happy.
i want so much to end this now.
end this dance mania.
perhaps get a new hobby. im not masters of all trade, maybe i love to dance, but im never good at it. so im thinking, why waste my time.
i want so much to just back out, but Pina warned, no backing out.
no choice, fine i stay. and anyway, i was the one who vomitted this two performances out.

whatever it is, im not happy with my hobby. really not.
i took a break yesterday.
headed town with ♥.
at least that put a smile on my face after arguing over the weekends.
Orchard Road and Somerset Road was where we are.
looking for a shirt i need to wear for my Cousin's engagement this weekends.
walking around, laughing and enjoying the moment.
but nothing last forever, we argued.
im sick of it, but what to do.
we closed the case, and didnt mention about it then after.
continuing our day with smiles, kisses, hugs and laughters.
Long John for dinner.
and off he sent me home. thank you so much for sending me.
much much happy ♥.

and today i went to school with a goal to stay till the end.
eventually i did.
headed school with Bro Iqsan, already a smile.
smiles when ♥ gave me random calls.
was able to do the test and im very happy.
concentrated during Business Environment, and small little things did enter my head.
i want so much to do well.
i want to complete school with good grades.
home with Atiqah, a bowl of fried rice and mango juice.
done with Lifeskills Cover Letter Assignment, doing resume tomorrow and by thursday im already done and off to hand in.

there's nothing much to say.
there's dance tomorrow, and i really dont feel like going.
i just feel like going home and doing my assignments and revising.
i feel dance is redundant in my life now.
bullshit, all this are bullshit.

whatever.
ok bye