im feeling bored and tired right now.
it's been 5hours and no texts from ♥.
peaceful, but hurts whenever i look at my hp and see the wallpaper, and fucking put me to tears.
i dont want to be ego, i dont want things this way.
but well, we've got to learn.
i dont want argue or settle things on impulse anymore.
time is what we need.
stupid i think that we can change things overnight.

anyway, side track. after the meetup with Eqa today and talking about dance.
i suddenly feel that i miss GRX! the stupid training and practices and shits we've gone through together to participate in MDIS. awwww!
aku rindu korang la.
why the hell we have to split up.
hais.
everyone has their own life to lead.
susah betol la gini.
GRX, satu satu nye dalam hati.
tol tak Eqa?
DINIE, HILFI, HYKEL, EQA, AIDYL, FAV and even IDA though was a hell.
but this people makeup GRX♥.
GRX will be nothing without them.
when will i ever have a chance to once again perform with them.
sharing drinks, towels, clothes, hairbands, sweats and making up jokes on Pina's choreo.
nasi goreng SATU, mee goreng SATU! hahas. that bloody step.
i miss GRX♥. everything about it.
and if you guys reading this.
one day? perform together again? go through HELL again?
a wish, always in the heart.
SAYAAAAANG GRX♥

IZHARUL HAQQ is pestering me to bring him to sleep.
so here i go now, putting him to bed.
early day tomorrow.

i miss FAVIAN HARITH GOH. alot alot alot!