you know, i HATE being judged or looked down upon.
am i that bad as a person.
tell me if you dont like me.
but please dont say i suck and you're way better. cause you and i are both human.
in talent wise, i dont think, you're so good, but perhaps you might be better than me in certain ways.
everyone has their own abilities.
i have my own.
so why look at my disadvantages, when you can look at my advantages.
im good at certain things too. be more appreaciative will you.
no, im not mentioning any names here.
i wanna be angry, but at the same time, im so upset.
if you dont learn to respect others, no one will respect you.
stop trying so hard to be the best.
stop trying to prove anything.

im disappointed, so am.
i didnt expect things to turn out this way.
things now, is to my most disappointment.
i want to snatch the priveleges ive given, but my heart cant bare to.
i want to do things my way, but i dont want to ruin any friendship.
but i hate being pushed, or taken advantage of.
im no fool.
i can see things happening,
ok whatever, im frustrated already.

Eqa came by my place today. want to April Fool's me, but failed.
slacked and talked random things.
got ready, and head Food Culture at Century Square, dragged Eqa to eat Japanese. hahas!
then talked, eat, laughed.
then went Simei CC.
dance today was normal.
thanks Eqa for trying to teach me everything, and yes ive swallowed everything.
ive remembered it. finally! otak buntu siaak!
then Isha ku datang!
slacked, talked, laughed.
then ♥ came, so then talked. packed.
and off to Banquet, cause me and ♥ nak makan dinner. hahas.
then walked around EastPoint, and Isha went off.
then trained to Tamp.
bye bye to Eqa.
then me and ♥ walked walked.

trained to Pasir Ris, walked Whitesands, gotten my flavour burst at Macds.
then bussed home.
bye bye to ♥ , homed, changed.
and on the comp since just now.
dance tomorrow. and Saturday will be Youthout. chibye.
freaking fast siaa.
mamposs aku gini. hahs!

okay la, aku penat. bye!