school today was normal.
thanks classmates for trying to put a smile on my face.
thanks too for trying to make friends with me.
much appreaciated.
i do love you people.
still i miss IQ0904G.
nevertheless, im trying to treasure the moments im having with this current IQG.
i know things could work out. somehow.
though disappointed that the chinese ones are the ones making the initiative plus Julee, and not the large group of malay ones.
but it's ok.
somehow somehow, we'll work it out.
class planning on having a pit or chalet. at PASIR RIS. so good.
near for me. thank you!
hahas.
well, lessons are draggy today.
and today my heart wasnt at ease.

♥ was somewhat missing today. i searched high and low for him.
so when school ended, i hit his place to look for him.
and thank ALLAH, he was at home.
and he is fine.
but yet, argument just had to happen.
and there it goes, me walking away without looking back nor giving a smile.
you know how irritating it is, when you need the care but not given.
and when you're angry no one try to calm you down.
and all you hear is SORRY but as time pass you will really get sick of it.
but there's nothing you can do, but just shut your gap and cry your heart out.
and when you cry you think how much you love him, and how much he means to me, and wonder whether he feels the same way.
love is torture, but its a torture im willing to face.

:(
i dont feel like going to school tomorrow. but i know i must. maybe i should just come late.
hahas.
okay la, bye bye!