today was suppose to be a day full of smiles.
though everything was alright.
it ended in such a tragedy.
let's start off with the happy part.
i sent lil brother to school, and off i went to ♥'s place.
but i had to wait around 45mins for him, cause he was from KKH accompany Brian for his checkup.
so once he arrived.
we went to his place.
and allowed him to chill, shower and change.
so then we both went out.
bussed to Inter, got my contact lense, toilet and change lenses.
throw the expire ones which hurt my eyes! hahas.
then trained to Bugis.
arrived, rushed to LJS, was so hungry.
there we saw Ahmad Zulfadli working! hahas.
funneh. kecho, macam bapak dia pe tempat.
mat reps was looking at us. stupid shit.

then went smoking with Fadli.
then we went Bugis street.
walked, laughed.
bought pants, ear rings, then walk walk laugh laugh.
nothing much.
headed to Bugis Junction, to look for slipper, but there's nothing. boohoo!
so just walked around.
no nice clothes also.
BORING ARH!
but had fun laughing like nobody's business.
headed Starbucks.
grab awesome Chocolate Chip Frappe.
then walked to ILUMA, and saw SHAH SHAH SHAH! yes, MR SHAH!
hugged like never before. rindu that dear ketot .
then chilled, then argument started.
then we didnt talk. and train to Tamp.
argued worst.
cabbed home.
argued more worst.
and i went home.
haish.



no simple SMSES of APOLOGIES can make me feel better.
you know, when a girl cries, and hugged a boy.
all she wants is for him to hug her back, stay silent and give her the warmth and comfort she need.
but sadly, today after 2years of being together, you failed.
♥, you always know what to do, when you see me break apart.
but today, you did not.
what does that supposed to mean?
you'll get fucked up when i say you dont love me anymore.
but arent your actions showing that.
disappointed i am with you.
really am.
please dont ask me to stay, if your love had fade away.
please dont hurt me anymore.
and please dont waste my time.

hais, i love you.♥