things happen for a reason.
and for this incident, i think i know what it is.
well, nothing last forever.
and i already said i might change my mind.
today, proves alot.
how not observant you are.
and how least you care for me.
you only care when things already happened.
the worst happened i meant.

things change when that incident happened.
you know the major change in life.
i know it's something so hard for you to swallow.
you said, we'll go through it together.
but when it happened, you changed.
im left alone to see through the problem.
you laugh and joked when i talked about it.
as though it's nothing serious.
you only panic and care when something bad happened.
only then you'll ask whether im ok.
but normal days and normal time.
you dont seem to care.
tell me. if you think, you dont want to go through this.
at least, i know.
at least i will get myself prepared to go through this myself.

i love you. and it's true.
or else i wont be wasting my time with you.
despite the feeling of not being appreaciated, im still here. holding on.
the next 3 days we wont be meeting each other.
nor will i be calling you.
the least i would do is to text you.
sorry im rejecting your calls. i just have nothing to say to you.
i guess these 3 days will be the time for us to think, what's best for both of us.

nevertheless, i still love you.
and oh, i told you i'll change my mind.
but naah, not now i guess.

loves, (: