oh yes, ive not been updating as regularly.
cause im feeling down down down this days.
as mentioned at Eqa's blog, yesterday was FIZEQA 5years 2months.
yes, its been so long. but we're so far.
as we grow older, we spent lesser and lesser time together.
i miss us.
i miss how i will always run to her everytime i argued with ♥ .
i miss how i would randomly text her to me. and we just slack at voideck doodling or emoing at waterbreaker.
i miss how we randomly gossip and talk shits but no one knows except us.
i miss how we spent most of our times together.
hahas.
i miss giving each other money and food.
i miss us.
awwwwww.
meet soon pretty please dear Eqa.

things between ♥ and me is still haywire.
one mintue we're fine and the next minute we're arguing.
sickening.
i dont quite understand what is wrong.
perhaps im too sensitive or perhaps he's too insensitive.
oh whatever.

Sister was on MC today. so she came over.
went out with her, tire my feet. went Central, Whitesands, Tampines Mall, T1, Century Square.
aiyo!
all because he wanna look for clothes for her boys AGAIN (!)
and to search for new specs.
in the end bought clothes but not specs.
oh why did i said AGAIN(!) cause i met her yesterday late evening till night.
went Compass Point with her and Izharul to look for clothes.
bought.
hahas.
typical mothers, once pay in spent it on their kids.
so cute. hahas. and of course, im the one who chose the clothes. yay!
Izharul was super cute yesterday.
i fetched him from school, and he was so OVERJOYED seeing me, knowing i must be bringing him out.
so we bussed to Compass Point and walked walked.
and people are staring at me, feeling weird why i look so young but im with a toddler. and with Izharul so MANJOJE with me, people are having this thinking that he's my son. LOLS!
30mins later Sister arrived.
and shopping started.
headed back to Serangoon where i spent an hour with the dear boys.
then i had to head home, and dear Izharul cried. awww!
he wanted so bad to meet me.
so sadd.
i love the boys. always.

anyhoos, im meeting them this weekend.
both are sleeping over this Saturday.
and Sunday hitting Graveyard to visit dear Papa's grave.
im having session tomorrow and im meeting ♥ after that. huhu.

ok im done. bye!