im feeling sad, dissapointed and what nots now.
im freaking excited to meet ♥ today.
but hell.
he bailed on me.
i know i must understand, that he got some other important things to do.
but it's hurting so much, one week of stupid arguments, never a peaceful day together.
took a break yesterday, not meeting. not even contacting much.
and today, when all i need is him. he's just too busy to meet me.
crushed, very crushed.
but the worst part is, ♥ dont even feel guilty or upset that we're not meeting.
even when i sound so sad and told him to just call me, if he's free. all he said was OK, bye. and hung up.
how could i not feel so crushed.
he's making me feel something is not right. so not right.
♥, why?
i cant believe im crying while typing this.
i feel stupid.
i feel dumb.
i feel weak.
i dont want to say anything more.
im done. bye.