im certain im feeling that, ive lost the chemistry we used to had.
the love and bond we shared just simply isnt there.
it's disappointing to know how you lead your life now, but i guess that's your way of thinking.
im just hoping, you'll start to change to be a better person.
despite you're saying, you're not your old self anymore. you're a different person.
but it takes some other people's pair of eyes and heart to see whether you really change.
and as myself who knows you well enough, i dont think you did.
i know that you know, i am always saying ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
and what have your actions prove.
perhaps right, we shouldnt care about people think of us or should i say you.
but as a friend, im hurt and upset over what people judge you as.
in every problem we faced, im always ready to face the music, pick up the blame, cause i loved you.
i dont mind getting scoldings or being called names, just so i know you wont be in the same shoes.
im hoping you'll start to open your eyes, and not take things so lightly.
perhaps you might say, i dont understand how you feel and what you're facing in life.
but hey friend, i DO.
i know how it feels like to yearn love.
i know how it feels like to be loved.
i know how it feels like to love.
i know how it feels like not to be appreaciated.
i know. i do.
and because we had the bond, i believe i know how you feel.
but as days goes by, we're further and further away from each other.
and i though you promised and once said to me, no matter what, we're always a call or text away.
but i feel, i dont know you anymore.
i know nothing about your life.
it's ironic how others can know so much about you than i do.
but in my world, no one knows about me as much as you do.
other than my boyfriend, you're my first priority.
and i thought, i could trust this friendship.
maybe im wrong, maybe im not.
i dont quite get it.
but whatever it is, friends come and go, so i guess there's nothing for me to get all down about.
i know and you know, who im referring to. i love you.
on a BRIGHTER note.
my sister made my day today, she came in the morning.
had fun talking crap and eat and slack.
and movies at 12.25.
72 tenants of prosperity is the BOMB baby!
i laughed like hell, we sure did had fun.
cabbed to TM and walked aimlessly to find sister's stuffs.
walked around T1 and Century too.
then trained to WS walked.
and bussed home.
homed, ate like stupid. and normal crapping things.
she's going home soon, and im gonna be bored tomorrow.
also, Boyfriend is so cute that he kept texting he miss me.
aww, i miss you too dear.
with that, i say BYE.
