ive not been having proper sleep lately.
it's either i slept late, or wake up too early or had my sleep disrupted.
ive been having tons fo nightmares/bad dreams these days.
i dont know why.
i do read my prayers before i sleep, so i dont understand why setan is playing with my dreams.
but whatever it is, the dreams are scaring me till i woke up, so afraid to fall back to sleep.
hug my pillow/tigger oh so tightly, and pray myself to sleep.
im not feeling too good lately.
unbalanced state of mind.
is it because of the poor sleep, or is it because of too much thinking?
i dont know, but either way, it's not doing any good to me.
im one minute happy and one minute sad and etc etc.
my mood change so drastic. i think only Favian Goh can tahan with it.

talking about him, i met him after he finished school and roam around TOWN in search of a new shoe for him.
but before that we headed to Far East and had lunch.
nice plate of Bee Hoon Hong Kong and a cup of Iced Lemon Tea.
which then we walked around and decided to have Fried Mars Bar & XXL Chicken.
and of course Big Gulp-Iced Lemon Tea.
and damn we were so full! my stomach felt like it was exploding. hahs!
then we walked around Town for his shoe.
but non to his liking or no sizes for his feet.
he was so upset cause it's always me who bump into nice shoes.
sleek series came out with a new design, like my concorde but plain and shinier and it looks way nicer. saw it at an Adidas store at Heeren.
i so wanted to get it. but i didnt want to side track, was supposed to find his shoe.
but sadly after spending 3hours there. we couldnt find anything.
so he dropped the idea and we decided to go out tomorrow afternoon to buy clothes instead. for him that is.
he wanted to head to Bugis and why not, i feel like window shopping too or maybe buy something, Favian's treat. lols!

we went separate ways after the hours at Town.
saw Ahmad and Lala, i swear i missed them.
exchanged of numbers, and i bet i will be seeing them soon soon soon!
went home, changed and watched Tv. decided to have a short nap and woke up at 7pm to watch YOUR HAND IN MINE.
talkign about chinese drama, TOGETHER's episode last night was a sad and touching one. i cried watching that last episode. a good drama and a good ending. CLAP HANDS!
watching the new drama tonight, wonder if it's nice to watch.

anyway, to those who is curious about me and Favian.
well, yes you will see us outside very often.
and yes i am VERY VERY HAPPY with him.
and yes MAYBE FzFv16 will be back. but we shall see.
but yes, do announce me as Favian's gf. i think i like being called that way.
it's easier and stop any confusion.
ok done BYE!