im trying my best to stay strong and not get upset. im trying my best to be strong and not get disappointed. i want to trust you. i want to believe you. i want to have faith in you. but your actions also dampen me at the end of the day. so how? i dont want to be cheated anymore. i dont want us to argue and end the relationship anymore. im weak, very am. i dont want the sweet and happy moments to be temporary anymore. im sick of all this, really am. i love you, do you love me too? ♥